My English Written Composition Number 2

Unhappily Ever After

When I was a little girl I used to read tons of fairy tale stories where there is a dashing prince who comes and saves his beloved and beautiful princess from the clutches of a horrible monster and they living happily ever after, loving each other for all of eternity. At the age of 17, I no longer believe in those fairy tales, after all, now I know that not all love story end up like those prince and princesses who ends up being with each other living happily ever after. I for one know one of these stories of how heart ache was felt and true love unreturned.

Kyle is an average young man. Not that handsome but quite attracting, not very witty but very charismatic and also, he was walking gentleman. He was not the perfect guy when it comes to looks but some might say that once, he became the perfect boyfriend, too perfect that he became too much for the very girl he perfectly loved. Kyle’s story is about a young girl named Tami. She was smart, enthusiastic, and beautiful. But the best way to describe her is she was Kyle’s dream girl. Ever since they were little kids Kyle really liked Tami. He liked her so much that it took him seven years of waiting just to be able to have the guts to tell her how he felt about her. And so his waiting paid of, she finally became the woman of his life. He was so happy when they were finally in a relationship which he so longed for to happen. It even came to a point where he even thought that fairytales do come true and that he and Tami would end up happily ever after. That was what he thought. Kyle loved Tami so much that he gave her his all, he was an honest boyfriend, he fulfilled his duties, he never missed out a special occasion in Tami’s life, he was even treated as the “other son” of Tami’s parents. Life at school for Kyle was difficult, he was sometimes beaten up by those ruling figure in their school but because of Tami nothing else mattered, no matter how hard the beating, no matter how painful each punch may be, he would receive them all knowing that Tami was there for him all the way. He became the PERFECT boyfriend for Tami. Things were going great between the two of them for the past few months of their relationship. He was even convinced that Tami was the so called “The One” for him until that fateful day when all he believed in was proven wrong, when the forever he expected would never happen, and when the start of an unhappily-ever-after fairy tale revealed itself. Kyle and Tami got into got into a fight and Tami ended up wanting to break up with him. Kyle was crushed. After all that they’ve been through she suddenly wanted to end up their relationship? Kyle was confused; he didn’t know what to do, he didn’t even know what he did wrong. He wanted to talk to her badly and somehow make things work out. But things didn’t work out. Tami left him. Kyle refused to end the relationship. He knew that he wouldn’t make it without Tami. He knew it would be hell without her.  And so he pleaded for her to reconsider, he cried in front of her despite the stares of the people around them, he tried to reach out to her and make her understand but despite all that, nothing happened. They were set apart and no matter how much he tried to bring her back she never gave him the slightest possibility that it would happen. All hope for a fairy tale, happily-ever-after story was gone. Kyle, despite of his strong personality and his strong physique, cried and sulked for weeks, pondering on the words that Tami left for him as he asked her the reason behind this decsion, “Alam mo mahal kita kaya ayaw kitang saktan.” I ended up being his so called “guidance councilor” as he experienced this sadness. He told me the whole story and I was afraid for him. I was afraid that he might do something wrong and end up regretting.  I convinced him as much as I can that life did not end there, that life will go on even if he sulked and cried for as long as he wants. I told him that even if he does this the pain would not go away until he decides to make it go away by moving on but my words and advice can only do so much after all it is still up to him. As time went by he slowly recovered from the pain but unlike those we see in love novels, he didn’t continue loving Tami instead he hated her for what she did to him.  What happened to him was for me ironic. Kyle made Tami his world and she was also the one who destroyed it.  She took away the emptiness and loneliness he felt, but when she left, she brought them back.

Sometimes, if not most of the time, people possess the wrong ideology of forever. People, if I may say, is blinded to think that the person they are in love now would be the person they would end up forever be in love with. Most often than not, people shield their eyes from this fact. Loving someone is not bad, but blinding yourself from the truth is. Pretending that getting hurt is impossible for a relationship is purely idiotic. Getting hurt is always part of loving someone. When you enter a relationship there is always a 50% chance that you will get hurt. But it is through this knowledge that we learn to treasure the relationship and care for it even more because we know that it may not last forever. Giving away your heart to someone with no means of protecting it from the pain of heartache is the greatest risk a person that wishes to enter a relationship takes.  I know that at some point in my life I would be taking that risk, but when I do I would turn to the only person I know I can really trust, depend on, and run to whenever a problem might occur. I would turn to God, for it is only through Him and his constant guidance will I find true love. I would pray for that day to come, when finally I could say…”And Quennie lived happily ever after…”

The perfect person exist only in your dreams...

In this life, we have to settle with whoever comes close.

Someone not perfect, but Real...

Love blind peoples mind sometimes.....we find someone who,  from the thousands of

people living on this planet, cares and understands us above all other people. Someone

that we learn to care for and love. Someone we get attached to that no one would ever

want to let go..........someone who suddenly changed our world and also became it......

...Someone so PERFECT in our eyes that we  fail to realize that that  perosn isn't as

perfect as we thought. We fail to put into the picture that that same person makes

mistakes and also make dicisions that shows what being IMPERFECT mean....

And when they show this side of their being.......we become lost.....

We become disorientedly confused about our so called "New Found World".

We lose all hope of happiness....as if life isnt as happy, as joyous, and as worth while

as we once knew it was....All sense of hoping for a new day seems impossibly

irrelevant.....

These are the times when we realize that we have omitted a huge mistake....Of which we

judge too soon for an unbiased life altering decisions....a mistake

you can never redo, delete, or correct just as you redo, delete, or correct a mistake you

make while inputing data in your lifeless, cold, and unemotional computer....

Life is is EXACTLY like that you never know what'll happen because of a simple

mistakes you make.......These are the times we must stand up after our somewhat

endless fall......A fall deeper than nay pit in hell, a fall far more worse than that of what

happend to the great city of Rome.

It is through these times that our whole being, our very soul is put to the test before

God, before Man, and our Very self....

Will you or will you not rise up and move on?

Or will you just stay broken down on the ground flodding the road of life with tears

that never seem to stop falling from your eyes......?

Just think of it this way...........Before she/he became your world......you ALREADY

had a world......It may be crappy but hey......its just the way things are......

You just have to make a choice whether or not your going to just let you very OWN

world be as crappy it may be at the moment or will you do something to make it better.

Even just for a little while.....

Never become too attached to anything.....nothing;s permanent in this world....

only one thing is......CHANGE.

Think about it..........

When is enough?

All i wanted in life is be a good person with a life worth living for., helpin my friends is

one of my top priorities., They need help., id gladdly give them my hand, my ear, and

my heart., but sometimes............its just enough...........

I aslo have limits, limits that sometimes people dont notice...........sometimes I MYSELF

dont notice.........sometimes helping people is what helps me help myself............its a

good feeling no body can replace.............ever.,

Is Love really worth dying for?

I dont think so......

"Life is not worth living without her....."

Cut that crap and listen to me ok? your stronger than this, kahit papaano nakilala na kita and hell your not the type who gets stupid and do somethign stupid!

You know who you are and frankly speaking i know you can go through thsis., Im just here., ayt? :)

Pare Pare daw.......

Hi, My name is Quennie Belle Divino Trono, or also known as Quin. hahahahah., wla lang trip ko lang ilagay name ko.,

"Pare Pare nmn tayo"......that's the term guys usually say to me once i get close with them....Im not really your average girl....well not really......

How'd that happen? Im not saying that i dont do shopping, or i dont go on gimmicks with my girlfriends, or i dont even put lip gloss or something.....no! i do all that except im different when it comes to....other things.,

What other things you may ask? hmmm.....lets just say it how i interact with other people....specially with guys.

I don't know if its a curse or a blessing from God but hey......I just have it ok?

What's unique about me is that i can actually relate with guys.....well you know.....

I like what they like, I know some of the things they also know that they dont think i'd know....

And for that....hahahahaha., Its as if im "ONE" with them.....Sometimes i even find myself liking the presence of my guy friends than my girlfriends.....I dont know why but i just do...haha.,

That's the good part abou it......I can relate to them and make them feel quite comfortable with me unlike other girls that they only become conscious because of their prescence.....

The bad part is....When i become too close with  them and then....i start to like them......

WHAPACK! they  wont even notice that i do.....

hahaha! maybe its because of my ability to hide my feeling or its just that.......because of my ability to "BLEND IN" with them........it turns out that they only see me as.......

PARE....PARE.....

Saklap noh.......and the thing is.....they dont have a single CLUE that i do., haha., hay.....buhay.,